I can't love without a fight
No one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothing's moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall, but
I'm alive!
I'm alive, oh yeah!
Between the good and bad
where you'll find me
Reaching for Heaven
I will fight!
And I'll sleep when I die
I'll live my life
I'm alive!
-Becca, "I'm Alive"
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Current theme song of my life (that, and "I wanna be a billionaire soooo freakin' baaaad~").
How much time has it passed since my last post?
Quite a lot, I think.
Tons of stuff has happened since then.
Like the fact that I almost died on the street, but we'll get to that later (- -")
What the hell? World's spinning too fast for me this time.
I need like 48 hours a day 'cos 24 is simply not enough.
I didn't sleep for 2 weeks.
And that literally means I slept for less than an hour a day.
If anyone read my status, tweets, or some other nasty things I wrote on the net, lack of sleep does that.
Now where should I begin?
Right now I'm watching Heroes season 1
Feels like another re-run huh, haha...
Anyway.
How about going on drabbles without chronology?
Last week, my midterm week finished.
Which means all Hell broke loose.
Assignments pouring out like water from a hose, and my mind started banging against my skull.
I dunno how else I'm gonna picture the last 2 weeks without using the word f*cked up.
~ sampai di sini gw ketiduran dan bangun tadi pagi, belom refill tinta printer dan kelewatan setengah ke belakang Heroes ~
Yak, kembali ke topik.
Sekarang adalah jam 10.45 pagi hari Senin.
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Cuy.
Yak.
Lanjut.
Sekarang adalah hari Senen, jam 11 pagi.
Let's cut the chase and start the random stuff.
1. I'm suffering from an acute insomnia.
2. I went to practice today and made a total idiot of myself for forgetting every exam material there is. And the one teaching me was a year younger than me. AND I got slammed by a boy couple years younger than me.
3. I'd rather not talk about the midterm exam apart from the fact that I didn't sleep more than 30 minutes a day for 2 weeks in a row, cos in one word, it's "HELL". There's no other word to describe it.
So thank you for checking whether I'm still alive or not.
5. Some of my classmates are still hearing things wrong. Somehow they turn anything others say into an architectural term.
6. I'm back questioning myself why the **** did I choose this department. Please God let me graduate ASAP.
7. don't read this one if you like everything the local news channels say.
I'm sick of watching/reading the news that keeps criticizing and blaming the government for everything that happens.
When there's flood, they say the government's failed (what the **** is the connection, you imbeciles?)...
When there's so-called poverty, they say the government's at fault (who're the ones keep having kids like stray cats? Don't go "they have 14 children and have no money to feed them, so it's the government's fault for not giving them free mansions and free food for life" - it's just sick)...
Point is, start thinking before actually making news, people. Some of you guys are just openly provoking the mass.
8. waiting for Glee episode 17 can't wait to see the 'Klaine" again XD
11. Random stuff is random.
I'm back at my own home, my own room.
See ya!
